Saturday, October 25, 2008 ; 8:50 PM {♥}
HOLY FCUK! wth, projects are stupid! why did projects even exists. i hate projects now! if it allows hand written still okay. but wan me to print into A5 size. and 60 pages how to? zzz. somemore i no powerpoint. zzz. holy bastard la. zz. and worst. i'm kinda in a group that dun even care? and i'm like doing and printing at my own cost? for the proposal due on tuesday. wtf?! zzz. okays thats it. if they don't care neither do i. cos i dun know how to do either. it's difficult to do a meetup. zzz. i'd rather do the project solo. zzz. okays wrong members! my own fault. didn't choose properly.
forget that fuck above.
today, woke up ard 10? went back to sleep and woke up ard 11. listened music until 12 plus den went to wash up. and my eye was like oh-so-pain. zzz. since ytd until today. zzz. stay at home to play facebook for awhile and do that stupid project. but i dun give a damn. i've only got allll textssssss. i dun care. why should i be the one doing everything. and it's not like i get all the marks.
not sooooo emo today as compared to ytd. thanks those who asked about me. damn la. it's like alllll the bad things are happening to meeeeeee! zzz. been looking at my fone. but it's feelsssss soooo wierd. becos it didn't ring much today as compared to last time. and it deftinely feels wierd not msging him. aiya dunno la. keep on feel like msging him. but i stopped myself by playing games. cos i dun wish to irritate him? and i dunno wad he feel also. BUT i just hope that even if it's impossible between us, we can still be friends. i hope we can be back to last time where we can still talk to each other. instead of just like being strangers in class. it really hurt me. zzz.
hais. end here already. no mood once again.
and maybe i should try to forget everything. forget all those feelings so that i will be happy once again! BRAINWASH ME PLEASE!
& words that could change everything are left unspoken. {♥}
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