Wednesday, February 20, 2008 ; 11:38 PM {♥}
hmms.. today, went to angie auntie's house..
den after went off her house ard 5 plus.. den went to take bus 3 to tampines to buy nds.. and after considering for very long, decided to buy black instead.. LOL.. cos all the colour like abit fake fake de colour lehs.. hahahahs..
and bought it for $365.. wowness.. LOL! cos got the leather pouch and all this ma.. hahahhas..
den went to whitesands to eat dimsum for dinner.. hahhahas..
den after that, mummy crazy.. go challenger disiao again.. see see printer.. but i there play my game.. hahahahahahs..
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& :
seriously, i'm damn pissed off by someone now..
don't worry, i won't call you anymore..
i won't talk to you anymore..
and i won't pick up u two de calls anymore..
i made a wrong decision to call him..
cos he's more of a gaming type..
so was thinking of asking which type to buy better..
and all i got was ;
"aiya, up to you la"
i was like so pissed off can!!
den i online..
he talk to me again..
he : ohh btw..i have sth to say also
its easy to lose a fren.. but its hard to earn trust back from them..
i'm referring to ** ( i can't show it for some reasons. )
and i think you are at fault.. seriously.. you owe her a apology
me : but its like my life wad.. den huili they all smoke she also nv say anything
he : i tell you sth.. JY sees HL as a normal fren.. but can tell that she cares for you.. YES. its your life.. BUT we care! thats y we MIND!
me : she told you that?
he : she din say that.. but i can see from my point of view..
me : no, i dun think she treat me more than a friend.. not more than merlene , yijie or jocelyn
he : if you tell mi this.. i can say you are really stubborn.. this is only said by primary sch kids.. "she fren him/her more than mi, NOT FAIR"
she cares about you.. thats y she don you to smoke.. and seriously.. i don you to smoke either.. and i really very disappointed than angry.. i thought you told mi "i quited smoking liao" turned out to e a lie
me : its not a lie..i quit liao..just that day take back awhile nia
he : A REAL QUITER DOESNT GO BACK TO SMOKE
wat kind of words are that? "just that day take back awhile nia" FK CRAP
me : its kinda stressful ma
he : there is lots of other things you can do other then smoking dumb fk
me : ..
he : if you are gonna tell mi that its the only way.. i will _l_(=.=)_l_
me : .. but she treat me like a substitute.. when she cannot find anyone pei her go somewhere den she come find me.. den when last min the person can.. den she say i dun need go liao
he : oh thats also a fk excuse
she have her own reasons leh..
me : hellos.. its like not 1 time, not 2 time..its COUNTLESS of times
he : i also kana b4.. but i don whine!
me : and i think count until cannot count..
by the same person?
he : by many ppl
pls la.. if you gonna use that as an excuse..
i will leave you to think over la.. no point talking to you when you keep protecting your "rights"
me : thats not excuse wad
at least u by diff ppl
mine's like the same person OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
he : no point talking to you..
your fking "rights" is really fked up
so you better fk your "rights" and get it fking right way..
and if you understand me well enough, u noe i can't take this kind of nonsense de.. i will feel super fuck up with all this things..
NB! now he spoils my whole mood..
aiya, tell you wad la.. if u think that i'm wrong..den so be it.. i won't stop you from hating me and not talking to me or what so ever.. dun worry, i won't die because of you.. i won't be lonely without friends like you.. dun forget, i still have my outside class and outside sch friends..
i dun need you to treat me like a substitute hor!
holy shit! lets just forget about it la..
my life is screwed up!
always..
& words that could change everything are left unspoken. {♥}
S.I.Y.I.N ♥
Baby Seah
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