Monday, June 4, 2007 ; 8:58 PM {♥}
hmm..today so tired..i couldn't get to sleep ytd..until 1 plus then i got close to sleep..but easily woken up..tirings..anyway,i broke the record..my msg counter so far onli reached 690 usually at this time of the month would reach about 800 and above..actually was around 649 de..but then just now afternoon i msged with joshua ma..then also got msg huili and chiwai..hahas..cos this month i nv really go msg him..so msg not so much los..hmm..i today also msg him le..i told him i miss him..and he send mi >_<..then i in sch canteen also cut peijie de queue..hahas..when i buy food that time he also ordering..when i buy finish,then yijie tell mi say just now very funny..i buying,he also buying..hahas..a-maths,we went to crest creation room..then after a-maths,went back to 4th floor with ridwan..he go put file,i go wait for jy..hahas..ms shim release them so late..hahas..if i had walked slower,i would have seen him..hahas..hmm..anyway,i today nearly late for sch..i was the last person to enter the sch gate..hahas..then he auntie ask mi faster..so i run from the traffic light to the sch gate..hahas..hmm..cos i adjust my hp clock de time ma..so not with the sch timing le..hahas..somemore i just jaywalk lor..cos no time le ma..:)think nth much le ba..now is the converation:)
siyin: what does the sign >_< means?
joshua: a....i think is sad or something like that...is not a good sign....
siyin: har..i send him say i miss him..then he send mi back that sign and erm..okkay..how?sads..
joshua: the sign is like huh...how come will suddenly say miss him..really is like huh....
siyin: lols..but i really is like him and miss him ma..the past few days nv msg him was like hell
to mi.
joshua: that i know r...but like you suddenly out of sudden say miss him..somemore not say u his
girlfriend...u noe wad i mean right..like will shock...
siyin: ya..but..haiis..
joshua: ya i know sure sad de..but imagine some boy say he miss you...u also will shock...
siyin: no..i so used to it le..but all is i dun like de..unless the person i like..but just friends,then if
he say he miss mi,then will kena shocked la..
joshua: ya the same thing la..now he also treat u as a friend also..so if u say that he will shock
until.....
siyin: oh ya hor..tmr will so pai seh..hahas..
joshua: hehe..but ok la...sometime keep in the heart too long also no good...just say lo...
siyin: lols..later he kena shocked out of his life..then totally avoid mi,dun talk to mi le..hahas..
joshua: this i will not know...but ok la...if he understand...then will not...
siyin: lols..i also dunno wad he thinking ma..how i noe if he will understand anots..but hope he
will ba..
joshua: then u just pray...hehe...hope he understand...u try msg him..see he reply or not...
siyin: hahas..wad to send him?i just now after he send mi the face de msg,i ask him wad he
doing,then he nv reply le..
joshua: huh...then i think maybe he will be shock for awhile ba...maybe later then try to msg lo...
siyin: ohs..then what should i msg later?cos i past few days nv msg him also cos i dunno wad to
msg le..
joshua: huh...wan to ask u msg him wad u wan to say to him...but think u will scare him
again....just talk to him like a friend like that....joke around.....
siyin: lols..the feeling different le..hahas..i also dunno how to joke around with him..somemore mi
and him not that close ma..
joshua: thats y if u wan to be close must be friends first...then can go further...or else...just like u
talk to mi and lutfi....
siyin: lols..but he sometimes nv reply mi de..hmm..u and lutfi is you all talk to mi first de..then
play play play then will become so close de:)
joshua: hehe...ok ok...ya i guess is that way...but try lo..or dun have choice le...talk and joke then
will be more fun....or very boring...who will wan to talk....
siyin: lols..hahas..i very boriing meh..hahas..hmm..will try la..but i dun dare talk to him in sch
le..wakaka..
joshua: or u try to talk to him on the fone lo.....then will not have to wait for his msg....
siyin: siao..i on the fone later dunno wad to say..hahas..hmm..even if i call,also dunno he will pick
up anots..hahas..
joshua: ya so if u call must noe wad to say or talk about...or later will silent...no good...huh...thats
y ask u try la..see he will anot...
siyin: hahas..dun wan la..later pai seh..u call la..since u so smart..go make friends with
him..hahas..
joshua: huh...for wat.... also not i like him...like i care if he wan to answer my phone...
siyin: lols..see if he can be trusted anots ars..hahas..see if he will tell mi tt my friend call
him..hahas..
joshua: crazy...wa wan me to do that..no no way...hehe...u just call him la...
siyin: hahas..dun wan la..now still dun dare..hahas..hmm..maybe when we start talking le then
say ba..hahas..
joshua: hehe..ya ya ok ok.....then later then u see how lo....see wan to msg him or wad....
siyin: hahas..ok..will try de..hahas..
joshua: hehe...ok ok...i wish you good luck....later then i msg u see how le...
siyin: hahas..thanks..okkays..anythings..hahas..
& words that could change everything are left unspoken. {♥}
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